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If it takes one year for a man to face the past, it takes ten for one to get over. If one stops his heart, like it or not, they'll take a place of their own. Guard one being for the sake of others.... Even when one tries to keep themselves clean, at the brink of life, you see it never was. Before you doubt the past, the past has doubted unto you. When you only got a hundred years, the moment past is just a grasp compared to the years yet to come. Though one may seek the means of life, meandering through forces around, it only takes a moment for one to look the right way. Count the days since we became a being and think of how much salaries you gained in life. Just a misconception, I knew being human wasn't a profession, but by the time, it was too late not to make it a job. Its not depression, but exhaustion. Who would you ask for a break? What was took from you, and what did you take? Was it overly repeated for it to be forgotten? Was it the world that forgot you, or you that forgot the world? Either way, your eyes should be opened, to see your insanely ordinary life. If one sees their life, not only, but among others, it's only a step across the door. See the keys and look back at all the comfort. To go across, it only takes your hands to be empty. After a while of comfort, we have picked too much things, and now all that is left is to leave it behind. All seem so warm, the lights, too worthy to lose. Sacrifice in order for a gain, and its not about the time that makes it so hard. The tears dropped to be part of where you want to be. Unleash the hand, long beside for, once a girl, a woman. Empty the hands to receive the key. Don't look back, don't regret, and don't be scared. Singing tunes as long as it reaches you.. In exchange for the tears, in exchange of memories, in exchange of this song, we can move on. Can you see the door now? Leave everything behind to take the key. A moment without everything we received, a moment without you.

How foolish is a man with too many desires? Wishing upon a star that time may reverse. If men were allowed to choose to go on or to stay behind. Even if staying back means stuck forever, I would stay what so ever with the moment I had my arms locked with you. Wanting, needing... no desperate for you to turn back. Even if I may prove to you that I could be an ideal man, nothing would pull you away from your dreams. Even if you may know that I have chased you all the way across sea, and maybe you may know that where I am is how close I can get, you may not take one step toward me. Some say I am just out of my mind, to let many cry to prevent any of my own tears to drop to the floor. Two years may seem forever before the time we set apart, but now two is quick enough to stand. Yet the three months of heat and shame may have been long enough for something inside to break. Words cant be decorated or manipulated. Words are words, feelings itself. Yet can you say that interacting with someone else just to cover you up is not a sin? Going against what I truly want is far difficult than just not having them. Disgust has been pushed up on your face enough. Its never too late to say I miss you... like it or not.

Moshi kimi wo aishite irareru nara ware no kokoro to chuusei wo sasageyou. Tomo ni kizuki ageta chi sono mono de sonata e no yakusoku wo chikaou. Ware no ai eien no mono eto, soshite sonata no mi wo mamorou. Nani no gisei wo harattedemo. Soshite ware wa nemuri ni ochiru, sonata wo kokoro ni egakinagara. Yukkuri, kawa wo kudarinagara, sonata no moto e.